- Mood: Anxious
- Music: Only Hope in my head because that's my talent song
I know I said that I would start writing more often, but as soon as I said that I was convinced to enter a scholorship pageant. So if you can imagine, my time from there turned into getting things for the pageant, choosing hairstyles, shoes, how I would do my makeup and just this past week, rehearshing for the pageant tonight. I am really nervous because I went into this pageant wanting only to make friends and gain the confidence that so many of the other girls have. But not only did I gain that confidence and make those friends, but I have been told that I give each of those girls a run for the crown. Hopefully when I write again I can say that I at least placed if not took the crown. And I just keep praying to God..."If you let me win the crown...I will be the best I can be. Please lord let me just do this one thing in my life and then you can take me home...a virgin even if you want!"
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